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[Dec. 6th, 2010|01:48 pm] |
i dont expect or desire many presents this birthday.
but the one that came in the mail today,
IM SUPER HAPPY AND EXCITED (:
thank you dad,mum,dajie,erjie&nike.
im so excited about it knowing that i'd love it even before i open it.
heehee :D |
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[Nov. 19th, 2010|09:44 am] |
after much prayer,
God has changed my heart and attitude towards retreat.
im looking forward to going for it now(: |
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[Nov. 17th, 2010|03:28 pm] |
Spiteful words can hurt your feelings but silence breaks your heart- C.S Lewis
do you rather spiteful words or silence?
i can't decide.
but so far, i hate the silence. |
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[Nov. 16th, 2010|11:17 am] |
i think i forgot that despite not being a leader,
i still have every responsibility to be a good testimony.
renew my heart & my mind, Lord.
Found in Your hands, fullness of joy
Every fear suddenly wiped away here in Your presence
All of my gains now fade away
Every crown no longer on display, here inYour presence
Heaven in trembling in awe of Your wonders
the kings and their kingdom arestanding amazed
Chorus:
Here in Your presence, we are undone
Here in Your presence, Heaven and Earth become one
Here in Your presence, all things are new
Here in Your presence, everything bows before You
Bridge:
Wonderful, beautiful, glorious, matchlessin every way
Wonderful, beautiful, glorious, matchlessin every way
Wonderful, beautiful, glorious, matchlessin every way
Wonderful, beautiful, glorious, matchlessin every way
Chorus:
Here in Your presence, we are undone
Here in Your presence, Heaven and Earth become one
Here in Your presence, all things are new
Here in Your presence, everything bows before You
Here in Your presence, we are undone
Here in Your presence, Heaven and Earth become one
Here in Your presence, all things are new
Here in Your presence, everything bows before You |
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[Nov. 13th, 2010|12:27 am] |
the whole ad thing on lj is kind of annoying.
well anyway, i want to blog about something that has been bothering me.
so i wore heels and actually walked in them for less than 1 hour. & somehow aggravated both knees. ):
they really hurt since yesterday morning and yea, im pretty upset.
beyond discomfort, it has gotten to me emotionally too & spiritually.
physically- both are hurting way more than they have for years and i guess its relativity of the activity to the pain that bugs me. if i dance for 3 hours and it hurts i wont be this upset i suppose.
emotionally- been planted many thoughts from becoming a future crippled/burden to not being able to dance forever.
spiritually- this is a case of unanswered prayer.
will i still praise His name? yup.
do i still believe God answers prayers? yup.
just a thought. im so thankful it's me thats hurting. i'd very much be this way than if i saw any of my family members or joseph having this problem and not being able to do anything.
but i'm okay(:
let Your will be done;
give us this day our daily bread. |
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[Sep. 12th, 2010|09:49 am] |
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In Freudian psychoanalytic theory, defence mechanisms or defense mechanisms (see -ce/-se) are unconscious[1] psychological strategies brought into play by various entities to cope with reality and to maintain self-image. Healthy persons normally use different defences throughout life. |
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[Sep. 4th, 2010|08:55 pm] |
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phuket here i come (: |
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[Aug. 7th, 2010|09:16 pm] |
today i felt better (been sick since monday)
except the stomachache and toileting after every meal.
& at 1230 i decided i couldn't stay home any longer.
so i went with the sister to volunteer at the old folks home.
met a lady who touched my heart(:
at first she complained a lot and didn't want to play the games etc.
so at the start i just followed her orders
to bring her closer to the fan, get her water and all.
then she warmed up and we started chatting.
she said
"call me grandma ming choo"
but i called her aunty.
we played some games.
had a chat about london, psychology and down syndrome kids.
at the end,
she just kept going
"thank you my darling"
and
"yes my dear?"
glad to have taken a photo with her(:
hope i can visit her next year when i come back from london.
i'm thankful for my family
who says and does all sorts of things to cheer me up.
(:
can't wait to see the results of the new toy. |
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[Aug. 4th, 2010|04:44 am] |
today or rather tonight is the 5th night at least that i've woken up at such an odd time. 4.42am.
well i woke up at 230am too but forced myself back to bed.
and now i can't anymore.
so i'm seeking some solace from the internet and my itunes.
i just hope i'd be sufficiently awake for the stuff i have on later.
(:
its quite nice to be awake.
nights are quieter. |
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